BE

So like I said in the last post, nak try join BE study if pass screening, remember? Haa aim nak join yg dapat 2k+ tapi keadaan xmengizinkan lantas diletakkan dalam study seterusnya, Losartan  2x weekend dapat 500+. Alhamdulillah la jugak xdapat p yg 2k tu sbb dia act kena stay hospital 17 hari! can't imagine laa cemana kan. masa nak tu dok nampak duit jaa mehmehmeh. So today is act my last day of last weekend la untuk BE ni. Alhamdulillah one achievement unlock! Haha.

Untuk orang yg xpernah derma darah macam aku ni, and masa sekolah kalau kena cucuk aku lah yg paling fragile bukan sebab nangis2 masa kena cucuk tapi lepas tu sebab sakitnyaaa hoi! Xmenahannn. Tambah2 masa form 2 (kalau xsilap) lepas kena cucuk tu balik asrama kena langgar dgn tray (can u imagine thatttt???!!!) kat site lengan yg kena inject tu hoho. Cry a river! Haha.

X la teruk sangat pun all the canulation and draw blood process. Sakit sikit je, kejap je. First week, cucuk 2x sebab salah vein tapi xla sakit gila. Second week haha sakit lebih sikit sebab dah la dia xdapat cari vein pastu terasa dia cucuk dengan ganas and korek2 nak cari vein tu grrrr. Setiap kali nak canulate mesti dok motivate diri alaaa apela sangat sakit ni banding dengan sakit beranak kannn. Haha. And thats the best motivation ever, seriously! Hihi.

Alhamdulillah all went well. Bila lagi nak 'practise rasa sakit', kan? Anis is on her way to become stronger! InsyaAllah :)

Tampal

Tampal gigi is not a good thing kan? Umur 23 pun still ketaq gak bila kena p tampal gigi. Nervous sangat sampai first visit bila dr kata ada 2 gigi berlubang, kau ter-react ntah cemana sampai dr kata ni check je next appointment baru tampal. Kehkehkeh. Over je.

So after 1 week p la klinik kesihatan tupai, taiping tu. Dapat dr diyana, the one who checked me last week. So dia explain la kena cuci gigi dulu baru tampal. Baru aku tahu yg ngilu ngilu b4 ni bila tampal gigi bukan proses tampalan tu, process cuci tu rupanyaaaaa.

Then bila dia cuci, masyaAllah xsakitttttt xngiluuuuuu. Sebab dia 'sembur' sikit2. Kan selalu yg ngilu tu bila dr duk ngengggggg lama2 kat gigi. Dia buat memang xngilu sebab dia byk stop. Best sangat. Kalau aku tau camni rela hati tampal semua gigi hihi. Bila suruh rapatkan gigi n dia tanya ada rasa tggi n i said yes, dia akan ratakan pelan2. Seriously her service is better than klinik swasta. Serious! Because i went to klinik swasta last time. Arghhh ngilu sangat! N rasa gigi tinggi sobsob.

I love u dr diyana, klinik kesihatan taipingtupai, taiping, bilik 2, pukul 10.45-11.30 (lebih kurang). Dear dr, if one day u open a clinic, please tell me. Rasa nak dr je as my dentist. Hehe. And for my future kids.

Alhamdulillah settle satu scariest thing. Next, if pass the screening, i'm thinking of joining be study. Aah, scary sbb dia nak canulate n amek darah byk kali setiap hari. Lets try.

Patient

Poor prognosis.
Unlikely to survive.
His wife is holding tears.

Aku? Tahan sebak. Xkan nak nangis? Xkan nak tunjuk kat family patient n doctors there attached student ni is overly attached with patient? Or being too emosional.

So first experience of death of my patient. Xliterally patient sangat la. Patient who i clerk his case.

MI

Sayunya hati bila menyaksikan seorang isteri yg sangat risau akan keaadan si suami yg terlantar di hospital bila tiba satu saat yg nampak kepayahan beliau ingin menuturkan satu soalan, penuh kepayahan, sebak tertahan,

" Berapa lama lagi masa yg dia ada dr? "

" Saya pon xboleh jamin " Kurang pasti dr itu menjawab.

Aku yg di sebelah hanya mampu buat muka tanpa perasaan konon nak nampak tabah. Anaknya di luar mulanya enggan menjenguk ayah yg terlantar. Nampak benar air mukanya yg sedaya upaya ditahan supaya tidak berperasaan. Setelah dipujuk, masuk salam dan lantas kalihkan badan.  Di usia 12 tahun awak pandai ya utk kuatkan perasaan agar tak mengalirkan air mata supaya org xnampak apa awak rasa ya?

Allah, selamatkan dia.
Allah, kuatkan dia.
amin.